"Bubble Boy"
argh.. i get really offended at heart now when my friends in college calls me that. well the reason of the new nickname is because i'm running the freaking bubble tea stall in the college. its sort of our assessment thingy for our last semester before heading for practical training. its a 8 weeks semester and i hate it.
initially the first few days i sold around 20-25 cups. the following week the average was 30-40. third week average was 55-70 and this is the fourth week now and today i hit a new target of 85 cups even on a Thursday.! i'm really proud despite being so freaking tired. its from 7.30-5pm everyday until November 28th.
anyway....... i think my "cute-ness" helped a little. some of them talked to me and i made new friends. last week there is this group of friends buying bubble tea and suddenly one of the girls said to me "he is trying to kao you ha ha ha...." shocking how straight forward people can be. the next thing i know, they all added me up in facebook. haha! they're really friendly.
today my market was not bad.. there were people who wanted to accompany me for lunch. totally random. asked if i am having lunch alone.. where.. what time.. "my friend wants to have lunch with you.." i already took a mental video of those rare moments because i felt really appreciated..
hehehe so happy.. at least there are happenings instead of standing there and rot....
ego boost today. hehehe...
oh ya of course i kap zhai while working! the cafeteria is the best place for it :) omg fark fark fark so far there are two or three guys that caught my eyes. one in particular... i just can't stop channeling myself into him.. really tuned into him.. he is awesomely cute and sexy... a smile so sweet.. yet manly.. blessed with a nice body frame.. tall.. small cute eyes... he is sort of the way hotter and upgraded version of me i reckon.. i managed to main mate with him ;P
totally mesmerized to the extent i was willing to postponed my lunch time just to admire him.. he is THAT worth it..
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Tagged by ShuYi
this is a tag by ShuYi . she want to embarrass me i think..
18 weird things about me :
1. when i clean my belly button shit sometimes i get fascinated by the smell although its gross.! hey shaddap stop laughing i know YOU do it too. its just an unspoken truth..
2. i like to go into toilets with no partition in between urinals
3. i MUST push the seats back to place after leaving the table. even my friend's chair. i will arrange everything back into order
4. i brush my teeth twice to make my lips look more pouty
5. i never wore underwear until i was 12
6. i love those Sister's crispy popiah. drooling now thinking of it
7. when i was young my favourite thing to draw were Swans and Mermaids
8. i used to sneak downstairs to watch Sex in the City on HBO when i was 11
9. when i was 11 or so, sometimes i would skip school when the Astro Guide states Men's Body Building or Swimming on the sports channels the next day
10. i read Cleo, Woman's Day and many more since i was 10
11. i used to think sex was when a man and woman sleeps together. i didnt know about the penetration part
12. i like guys with goatees
13. when i was young i would fill up the bathtub, get in and cross my feets into a fin form and pretend i was Ariel in The Little Mermaid (haih i can't believe im revealing this. haha.)
14. when i drive i tend to think about everything more than usual. sometimes i would end up crying suddenly because im stressed
15. i would wipe the chair first before sitting down on it
16. i can't shit when there are people around! malu to come out
17. i am not good with directions. i can go through the same road many many times yet, everytime is like the first time passing it
18. i can't look directly at sharp objects like knives, blades, car antena, helicopters, ceiling fan etc. its like a phobia because i saw my dad's forehead got sliced by the ceiling fan before when i was a kid. so yeah. i feel like those objects are piercing my eyes.
5 person to tag: Ian, Eddy, Nick, Edmund, Kaze
18 weird things about me :
1. when i clean my belly button shit sometimes i get fascinated by the smell although its gross.! hey shaddap stop laughing i know YOU do it too. its just an unspoken truth..
2. i like to go into toilets with no partition in between urinals
3. i MUST push the seats back to place after leaving the table. even my friend's chair. i will arrange everything back into order
4. i brush my teeth twice to make my lips look more pouty
5. i never wore underwear until i was 12
6. i love those Sister's crispy popiah. drooling now thinking of it
7. when i was young my favourite thing to draw were Swans and Mermaids
8. i used to sneak downstairs to watch Sex in the City on HBO when i was 11
9. when i was 11 or so, sometimes i would skip school when the Astro Guide states Men's Body Building or Swimming on the sports channels the next day
10. i read Cleo, Woman's Day and many more since i was 10
11. i used to think sex was when a man and woman sleeps together. i didnt know about the penetration part
12. i like guys with goatees
13. when i was young i would fill up the bathtub, get in and cross my feets into a fin form and pretend i was Ariel in The Little Mermaid (haih i can't believe im revealing this. haha.)
14. when i drive i tend to think about everything more than usual. sometimes i would end up crying suddenly because im stressed
15. i would wipe the chair first before sitting down on it
16. i can't shit when there are people around! malu to come out
17. i am not good with directions. i can go through the same road many many times yet, everytime is like the first time passing it
18. i can't look directly at sharp objects like knives, blades, car antena, helicopters, ceiling fan etc. its like a phobia because i saw my dad's forehead got sliced by the ceiling fan before when i was a kid. so yeah. i feel like those objects are piercing my eyes.
5 person to tag: Ian, Eddy, Nick, Edmund, Kaze
Monday, September 29, 2008
"Somewhere"
i just got back from Penang! it was.................................... awesome.!
i'll blog about it soon because im so tired now. i'll remove this post once im done writing about the Penang trip. i need some time to hype down? haha.
i'll blog about it soon because im so tired now. i'll remove this post once im done writing about the Penang trip. i need some time to hype down? haha.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
A Sinner from Heaven
Today was such a gloomy dark day. The weather unravels the way i felt about gay life now.
What my dad told me after i came back from clubbing one night a month ago was entirely true - "you won't know what are people like and their agendas. but they are like sharks lurking in the deadly sea, waiting to eat you up"
i am now still in a state of shock, confused, stunned, shunned and afraid. i want to cry. but on who's shoulders?
worry not, i was not raped or bullied or anything.
just ripped apart
today i learnt my lesson that people cannot be trusted. especially in the gay circle. it is like everyone has their hidden agenda. behind those smile and sweet talks lies a poisoned dagger.
we were like sheeps who took a step into the tiger's den on a "temporary high" ..
it gives me chills now to think that I've almost put my friends' life in jeopardy
a scar was engraved in my heart but it was worth it as now i have snapped out of it
trust me, the gay world is not a place to be if you have a heart like mine. a faint heart. vulnarable heart. an easily shattered heart.
anyway, know who your true friends are and treasure them.
don't go out to parties with people you are not familiar with.
i now know who not to mingle with and be even more careful when knowing someone new.
"You better think twice, watch out or you might just fall under" -Rihanna, Disturbia.
What my dad told me after i came back from clubbing one night a month ago was entirely true - "you won't know what are people like and their agendas. but they are like sharks lurking in the deadly sea, waiting to eat you up"
i am now still in a state of shock, confused, stunned, shunned and afraid. i want to cry. but on who's shoulders?
worry not, i was not raped or bullied or anything.
just ripped apart
today i learnt my lesson that people cannot be trusted. especially in the gay circle. it is like everyone has their hidden agenda. behind those smile and sweet talks lies a poisoned dagger.
we were like sheeps who took a step into the tiger's den on a "temporary high" ..
it gives me chills now to think that I've almost put my friends' life in jeopardy
a scar was engraved in my heart but it was worth it as now i have snapped out of it
trust me, the gay world is not a place to be if you have a heart like mine. a faint heart. vulnarable heart. an easily shattered heart.
anyway, know who your true friends are and treasure them.
don't go out to parties with people you are not familiar with.
i now know who not to mingle with and be even more careful when knowing someone new.
"You better think twice, watch out or you might just fall under" -Rihanna, Disturbia.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Lonely- The path I have chosen
a lovely song that i love to listen once in awhile
I Believe in You by IL DIVO
Lonely
The path you have chosen
A restless road
No turning back
One day you
Will find your light again
Don't you know
Don't let go
Be strong
Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.
Tout seul
Tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert
A L'univers
Poursuis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N'attends pas
Que le jour
Se leve
Suis ton etoile
Va jusqu'où ton reve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois
En toi
Suis la lumière
N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi
Que je crois que je crois que je crois
Que je crois
En toi
Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I'll know that is true
Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.
I Believe in You by IL DIVO
Lonely
The path you have chosen
A restless road
No turning back
One day you
Will find your light again
Don't you know
Don't let go
Be strong
Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.
Tout seul
Tu t'en iras tout seul
Coeur ouvert
A L'univers
Poursuis ta quête
Sans regarder derrière
N'attends pas
Que le jour
Se leve
Suis ton etoile
Va jusqu'où ton reve t'emporte
Un jour tu le toucheras
Si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois
En toi
Suis la lumière
N'éteins pas la flamme que tu portes
Au fonds de toi souviens-toi
Que je crois que je crois que je crois
Que je crois
En toi
Someday I'll find you
Someday you'll find me too
And when I hold you close
I'll know that is true
Follow your heart
Let your love lead through the darkness
Back to a place you once knew
I believe, I believe, I believe in you
Follow your dreams
Be yourself, an angel of kindness
There's nothing that you can not do
I believe, I believe, I believe
In you.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Ugly No More
Before joining "I wanna be a Hottie"
i think this was two years ago when i was 17..
After the intensive program. results guaranteed.
.Ryan Wong.
"I wanna be a Hottie" ambassador
i think this was two years ago when i was 17..
After the intensive program. results guaranteed.
.Ryan Wong.
"I wanna be a Hottie" ambassador
Mini Me
This is me when i was... 3 or 4 years old i think.. still in diapers ;P my mom said she drank lots of soya bean to make all of us "bak bak zheng zheng" haha! thanks mom
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